Gosh

Gosh , took the quiz from facebook, and this is the result ! I cant believe it, this is one of the fav pic i like the most and i got it !ｈａｈａｈｈｈａａ．．．．ｏｌｄ　ｌｉｌ　ｂａｂｙ

I need more Sleeps

First week of hell ,

I have been sleeping for a few hours each day.

Almost fainted in the office coz being too sleepy most of the time, I even immuned towards the caffein already.

WHy don't i sleep now?

Don't want lar..好唔捨得d 時間啊， 訓左， 起身又返工， 放工返屋企， 食飯， 洗碗， 之後又訓覺， and it keeps go on and on and on. 時間係最珍貴既一樣野， 錢好多人將佢排0向第一， 但係，你式下用錢買d時間返黎，我話你勁啊！

It's just what i really want

Two more days to go for my real working life to get started. I just hate that so much.

I know what i really want, i wanna sing, i wanna perform on stage, not to become a star or a celebrity and stuffs. I just wanna do what i love the most. Although i can't sing that good, i wanna practice till i can really sing on stage. Even just to sing on the streets or cafes i am already 99.9% satisfied.

I　am kinda jealous on ah B and Kh, they can actually do what they really like for living. If you want me to sing 24 hours per day by paying me 1 buck also i don't mind seriously.

After watching Barbara's performance on the prom musical in Klpac last few days, i feel kinda regret, why din i join them. I got into the audition but why did i gave up? Transportation? i can always take a taxi. I missed it this time, a big one. It's what i really wan ,musical threatre. Shit, i am really outta my mind. I don't wanna miss such a chance anymore.

I wanna sing, i am practicing the guitar everyday and for me, i know there's bit of improvement. Not a big one, but still, an improvement. It is never too late to learn, instead of keep whinning about it.

Can i just not working? can i just spend my days learning and practicing guitar and singing? Is it possible.

In my entire life, i have always lost the sense of direction, i never know what i really want. But this time, i am sure, is 100% sure what exactly i wan , i wanna persue it.

I don't wanna sleep, i wanna fully utilise my last 2 days of being a total slacker. Zzzzz

3.31am.. 2 more days to go.

Must do-----> practice guitar after work, everyday !

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有時誤會係足夠令好多好白癡0既0野發生0架，

有d人睇0野睇表面， 后面係乜0野故事情節， 佢根本唔想理

有d人認爲佢係啱0既， 就無需理他人對及錯，

有d人覺得係0甘就係0甘， 無需要唸0甘多， 你死你0既事。

0甘樣， 對其他人來講， 係好唔公平0架， 簡直當人好似白痴0甘玩。

雖然我好多時候都無故及過人地0既感受， 但起碼我唔會0甘對人咯。

Am I gonna be lifeless soon?

Finished work and got home around 8++, i didnt do much things and now already 12++ , means i have to go to bed coz have to wake up early for work tomorrow.

I am so scare, why do we have to spend so much time on our job? I don't think a person's life is only about earning money, yes it's important, i have the determination to save more money so that i can have enough money for mom and dad to travel to overseas, but also at the time i don't wanna spend most of my time working, working and working days and nite.
Even though i will only start working full time next month, i can feel the terror of it already.I love my job of course, but i also hoping to get home early. Hahaha... feel like so childhish.

We've reach the diverted road in our life. Along the diverted road, there are many cabang cabangss that we will try to walk along and have a quick look on where it leads us to. Keep on trying, coz we'll never know what is right in front of us.

I am so tired, thinking about working full time soon, i feel like wanna cry. (abit lar), really. I am scare, when mom come from Fraser's, i will not have extra time to teman her in the afternoon. Unlike last time when i was still studying in college that time, mom came down, after my class, i take train back from the college, reach home around 2, 3pm, go Giant, Tesco to buy groceries stuffs with mom. Arrhhs ! why do we have to grow up?

I wish i can turn back time. Back to the basic, really. Back to where everything were still ordinary, back to the old days. Back to the day that my mind was not that complicated yet. I am just a simple person, i don't wan any changes, really.

今時今日0甘0既服務態度係唔得0架！！

Went to Bentong to visit Jermenn's aunty this afternoon. My heart feel really sour when i saw her laying on the bed, with her arms and leg got plastered sure to the injuries. She was kinda upset, her tears like pouring rain once she talk about how painful was it. Yes there's some nice doctors and nurses there, and not to mention, there's some rude nurses whom were not friendly at all. I wonder if they hate the job so much, why don't they just get themselves other job, there are plenty of other careers to choose from instead of throwing their temper on the patients. The only things that i can do is to ask the doctor how was her condition, and to chat with her abit, by comforting her, patients need to listen to alot of positive words instead of us showing our sympathize towards her. Yes i saw her smile when i tell her aiya, doctor said nth wan lar !! The only thing i can do is just talk to her, " aunty, don't worry lar, doctor said just urs is just normal injuries, very fast recover wan lar. Don't simply eat things ar !! Then ur wound will heal very fast!. I feel bad that she has to stay in the hospital, with bad service, and no air conditioning at all! Nurses wont care much for them, unless we're there asking them to help her to turn her body back and fourth so that her back will not grow any rashes. Else, i think they wouldnt even care even if she ask them to. Even when the head of Nurses commanded her to do so, i can see that the nurse face was 更本唔睇得0既！ 頂你個肺， 真係好想一拳sai 落佢塊面都。0甘唔甘願，就唔好撈喇笨！我之憎d無同情心0既人，你可以唔洗對人地好， 但係你唔可以對人地差！ 呢個是你的職責， 人地入得來， 就預0左有護士係可以照顧佢地0既.知唔知啊！如果個係你阿媽你又會唔會對佢0甘啊？

Human, has becoming so fragile. Just a simple few minutes will change our life. Unpredictable things will happen without warning us. Even though i am not that close with aunty, i really hope i can take care of her. Really, is sound so fake, but by putting myself in her shoe, tears are running in my heart. I bet every1 will feel the same way.

Oh Lord, i really hope that aunty will recover very very soon. Even though the wounds take times to heal, i hope she woundnt has to feel painful all the while. She's a kind hearted woman, i know that she'll be fine very very soon.


Miss S,

You Ripped it off yourself, when things get torn apart, That's the time u realise you wanted it to be perfect, right? It's kinda hard to mend a broken things, 針唔咭到肉唔知痛。對唔住， 原諒我有話直說。

恩

So Fast??

Miss S told me that she and his Mr.S going to 玩完,

She said she's not really sure bout it also.

但係感覺上就係無0甘容易補救囉，

有d野唔係話有就有， 話無就無0架，

如果真係0甘繼續落去， 真係老土d講一句， 長痛不如短痛， 唔好再瞞著佢喇，

0甘先公平0架嘛。

雖然係好唔捨得， 但係e + 你為有確實下自己係咪仲鍾意緊佢， 就係0甘簡單！！

唔鍾意咪分咯， 鍾意咪係咪一齊咯！

響我度講出呢番説話， 感覺上我好似好賤格0甘， 呢個係我個人想法0姐。